At some point we are who we are Part 3

Author: Farmerslave
Title: At some point we are, who we are. Part 3
Date: 12 February 2020

Alexandru was riding me, I tilted my head back and closed my eyes tight, I was getting close. I opened my eyes again to see his beautiful chiseled body moving up and down on me. His crucifix necklace was dancing on his broad muscular chest, and his face was twisted into a grimace of lust and pain. God he was hot. I wanted to cum, and I sure was close... A slap across my face brought be back, I turned looked to the right and saw Nick sitting with a grin os his face, I jumped as I was a little confused, Alexandru pulled me up into a hug he did not say anything he just held me tight, and I felt my mind start to relax. Fuck that was a weird experience. I could feel in my ass, that I had been fucked, actually drug raped, which sure was not okay. I pushed Alexandru away, I looked at Nick he was just sitting on the bed with a huge smile on his face. "Fuck you guys are hot" he said. Well thank you I mumbled and left the guest room to go to our bedroom. I wanted a shower, to wash the hole experience off me. As I stood in the shower with the hot water running down my body 100.000 thoughts ran through my mind, my loving husband just cheated on me with another guy, well that was just silly, I was in the room, not to mention it was my idea. My loving husband had just fucked another man, was that okay?, yes why wouldn't it be? why am I okay with, my husband finding sex somewhere else? My husband raped me, or did he?, is it rape when I enjoyed it? did I enjoy it? yes I somehow must have, because my orgasm knocked me out, that sure never happened before. I have no idea how long I showered but the entire bathroom was soaked with damp, but I didn't care, I just wanted to stay there, I somehow felt dirty, and disgraceful. The shower door opened in a quick tug, Alexandru was standing naked outside, "You shower for 70 minute" he said as he stepped inside, I just let him. He hugged me from behind, and started kissing my shoulders and neck. "You know I love you" he said. I nodded. He kept holding me, it felt great, the hot water, the firm embrace of Alexandru. I felt my dick harden a little. "I think we only sex us" Alexandru said, I tried to break out of his hug, to turn to look at him, he just held me tighter, and said "no, please don't", so I just said "Maybe we just need to be better at it" Alexandru let go with his one hand to grab a shower gel, he started massaging the gel on to my skin, all over my torso, and he slowly went down to my groin, my balls and my dick which was now hard as a slap of wood. My god he was sweet. Now I did turn around to return the favor. We spend a long time in the shower, not really showering for the most part, but we did get clean.

After our shower we got dressed, Alexandru put on a pair of sweatpants and a black t-shirt. I put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. I looked at Alexandru an asked what happened to Nick. Alexandru smiled and said "You shower for almost one hour, I believe Nick no longer needed" I smiled, his language sure made me giggle. I looked at him standing there "Why aren't you dressing for work" I asked, his smile faded "Why you don't dress for work" he asked. I was a little puzzled at his response "I don't have any chores that needs tending to, you however do" I said a little harsher than I meant to. "Yes boss" Alexandru said, and went to change. I went downstairs and into our lounge and sat down on our couch butting my feet up on the chaise lounge and turned on the TV, I heard Alexandru coming down the stairs, he didn't say a word to me, and to be honest I didn't really care, I was getting rather tired of his attitude. I heard him in the backdoor hallway putting on his boots, and I most certainly heard the door slam behind him, it was done with such a thunder that out the classes in the cupboards clinked.

Alexandru came back around 21.50, he heard him in the backdoor hallway, the door was closed silently, but I could hear him putting away his boots. I heard him go into the kitchen, opening and closing the microwave, he came into the lounge and looked at me with clear signs of disappointment all over his face. I looked at him and kept eye contact. "You not going to dinner?" he said, "Yes" i said "But I am waiting for you to make some" I said in a relaxed tone. "Who the fuck you think you are?" I have seen Alexandru pissed many times, but this was immediately in the top 5, his fists where clenched, and his veins on his hands and arms was flexed. "You will not help in stable, even you don't be busy, you stay on you back, and will not even make food. This is no fair. I am done!" He turned around and went out of the lounge, slamming the door behind him. I jumped out of the couch, and ran after him, he was trotting op the stairs as I caught up to him. "Alexandru! Don't you dare walk away from me, after that tirade." I shouted at him, he stopped halfway up the stairs and looked at me. "Don't you ever shout at me like that again, I am your bloody husband, and your mealticket, so you will treat me with some respect!" I have no idea, where those words came from, basically he wasn't unreasonable, our chores was divided to my advantage, and basically all the housework relied on him. So there was some truth in what he said, but I don't know where my anger came from. Alexandru looked at me like I was a ghost, he started walking down the stairs incredibly slowly. He did not say anything the first five steps or so, every muscle in his arms were flexed, and his steps was somehow threatening. "My mealticket" Aleandru said, he wasn't shouting or even growling but his words was dripping with disgust and disbelief. He reached the bottom of the stairs, and walked towards me. I knew I had crossed a line, but I sure wasn't going to apologize to him. So instead I heard myself say "You may not like it, but that how it is - what were you until I married you?" The look in Alexandrus face didn't change but he did raise his arms, and shoved me in the chest with such a force that I almost fell backwards. I steadied myself, and shouted "What the fuck!" I charged at him, but he quickly grabbed my wrists, and pushed me up against the wall. His face was very close to mine, and I really wanted out, I tried wiggling, but he was freaking strong. He smelled of cows and his eyes was freezing cold. "How you dare, I have been good husband to you, I do so much more than you here, you behave like fucking princess!" His didn't yell, he wasn't loud, but his demeanor made skin crawl. "No other man will accept your behavior, and I fucking will not anymore - I give you one chance to say sorry" I don't know why but I was actually a little scared of him, I could not wiggle free, so I just nodded and said "I'm sorry". Alexandru let go of me, and he backed away and sat down on the stairs. He hid his face in this hands, and didn't say a thing. I looked at him, obviously he was sad, and with good reason, and he certainly wasn't scary anymore, as he sat there in his blue overalls. I sat down next to him, and took his hand I"m so sorry, he didn't pull away, but he didn't say anything. "I know I'm not the easiest guy around, but I really really really wish you would stick around, and help me be a better version of myself." I said and I felt a tear run down my cheek. Alexandru squeezed my hand, and turned to looked at me "You have no idea, how bad you can be to me" he said. "I do know, so I need you to teach me to be better" I said. We hugged and went to the kitchen to make ourselves some sandwiches.

Over next couple of weeks we tried not to talk about that day, but it kept replaying in my mind, the sex, the incredibly orgasm while being fucked and I had some dreams about Alexandru fucking me, while being tied up. Our fight where he physically restrained me, both scared me, but somehow also made him somewhat hotter. We had sex since then, but we had basically stuck to our old ways where I fuck him, which he still doesn't like. But it works for me, my husband is back and I get what I want. One day I am doing some maintenance in the barn, and Alexandru comes up to me. "Hey babe" he says with his broad smile, and leans against a plough. "Hey" I smile back at him. "Well its been three weeks since we see Nick" Alexandru said, I looked at him, and said "It may be, I haven't kept track". "No" said Alexandru "But you also get sex you like". Yes, maybe that's why" I said. "So you need another play-session I guess" Alexandru looked at me and said, "I like one, but you my husband, and it need to be OK". It is, when would you like" i asked. "Tonight" Alexandru smiled. "Okay that was fast, but sure" i said. Good Nick will be here at 22.00. Alexandru gave me a big hug and squeezed my groin before he went to do some more chores. I actually looked forward to another sex-session with Alexandru and Nick. Nick only made Alexandru hornier which made it more hot for me.

At 18.00 Nicks pink Fiat turned into the court yard I walked outside, and Alexandru came out from the stables. Nick was again wearing white jeans, a blue shirt and huge scarf "Hello guys" Nick said. "You are early" I said with a smile of course. "Am I?" Nick said with a puzzled look and looked at his phone. "Oh dear, what a ding dong" he said with a grin "four hours early, that's quite an accomplishment". "Do I need to come back? or can I stay here? Just one moment said Alexandru and pulled me into the tech room next to the stable. Honey we can make quick sex before milking he said, I just nodded. Alexandru went to tell Nick, and as I got outside Nick asked if he could have a tour before. I agreed. We went around, Nick obviously didn't care for the tour of the farm, but when we got to the old room Alexandru slept in when he started working here. Nick got the idea to fuck in there, next to the room was a shower area Alexandru and Nick playfully shoved me under the shower head soaking me form top to bottom. We all went under and had a nice shower. Just as we got out and dried off, the alarm went off, that means the milk in the tank didn't have the right temperature, I growled a little, my clothes were wet including my shoes. Alexandru quickly can out to find something for me to wear. He came back in less than a minute with a boiler suit and a pair of rubber boots. I raised an eyebrow, he just said it was in the tech room. I quickly pulled it on, and closed my semihard dick inside the boiler suit, and put on the rubber boots. Alexandru and I went to the milk tank, it was a false alarm, everything was fine. When we got back, Nick wasn't there we called out for him, and found him in the milking pit, he was standing there and seemed so out of place in his white attire. Well I looked at Alexandru "It's almost time for milking" i said. He looked at me and said "How about you do milking, and we come when you are done. Please" he put his hands in a begging position. It did make sense, I wasn't going go have sex with Nick, so why not. Plus if I did this Alexandru would owe me big time. I just needed to change into my work clothes, Alexandru smiled and said "Look at yourself". I smiled it didn't feel right, but he was right. So I started the milking

A couple of hours later I was finishing up, and just as I did the rest of the cleaning Alexandru and Nick came, i guessed to fetch me. Well how wrong was I.
Alexandru gave me a big hug from behind. His fantastic gratitude, i couldn't wait to exploit that. He turned me around and kissed me passionately. He backed me up against the railings and held my hands up high while he kissed me, then I heard some clicks and something tightening around my wrists. I looked at Alexandru that backed away. "What the fuck" I looked at both of them, Nick stepped forward and said "Your husband likes to fuck me, and three is a crowd. So you stay here for the night". "No fucking way", I yelled and started fighting, but all it did was hurt my wrists on the handcuffs. Alexandru let me calm down, and then he and Nick held my legs and duct taped them to the railings. I fought again, but again without any other result that hurting my wrists on the handcuffs. They once again backed away, and that when Nick pointed and made me realize something I had not observed. My dick was rock hard, and oozing with precum, it had actually made quite a stain on my blue boiler suit. "Let me the fuck go" I shouted. Alexandru smiled and walked up to my bound body and showed me a cloth, he zipped down my boiler suit and then twisted my nipple. I screamed in agony, which offered him the window to stuff the cloth into my mouth, and duct tape it stuck. I fought like crazy, I wanted out, I wanted a divorce, I wanted that fucker back to Romania, I wanted to kill the fag. But the fag and the fucker's bondage kept me firmly in place. Nick handed Alexandru a pair of clothespins, and Alexandru careful placed one on each of my nipples, I moaned in agony, tried begging for him to take them off. But he just closed the boiler suit and backed away looking at me. "You do know you now my bitch" Alexandru said. I just moaned, and I could feel that my dick was still rock hard. I tried to wiggle to make it rub against the rough material of the boiler suit. My nipples was burning, my wrists hurt, my dick was hard and there was absolutely nothing I could do about it. At that time Alexandru pushed Nick up agains another railing and pulled down his pants, and fucked him. Keeping eye contact with me all the time. Looking into his eyes, as he pressed himself into his moaning boytoy, somehow turned me on. What the fuck just happened, my loving husband and my suggestion of a boytoy just tied me up in the fucking stables, and to makes matters worse apparently my twisted libido seems to like it.

To be continued.